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feeling myself

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old song (free) 05:36
hmm let's size hands how many girls have you kissed 'and for yr sake i'm sorry that there's no heaven to reach...' 'and for yr sake i'm sorry that there's no hell for me...' at the peak of my decline meaning outgrows her words once visible, prominent, now blank, not mine, and i'm a quarry for everybody more bed than room in my bedroom in the window, oh - is it a shoreline or skyline if you're in a place, well then you're in time half an hour in here is half an hour out there but i dunno the library is my real home - no, literally spurwater falling I'm so boring time passes me and my sense of self asserts itself like milk in water
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chill 'em all (free) 05:52
may you be happy may you be well may you be free from suffering close yr eyes try to imagine a place that's pleased to see you and understands yr just trying to make the most of yr mind and yr body while here on earth just close yr eyes while here on earth no. i don't want to. know yrself no, there is no self little pleasure in doing things feeling down depressed or hopeless often sleeping during the day thoughts of hurting yrself some way not at all / several days / more than half the days / every day on a scale from one to ten just how sick and anxious do you feel i don't know it's v hard to tell both feelings are v unambiguous why the deferral what are you really scared of medicate or tolerate i guess
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tobacco 05:54
what would you do if you didn't have to i'd be the king of things why don't you just deal with it today i turn tobacco to ash tonight i turned tobacco into ash oh grow up why do you drink coffee instead of tea now my skills don't pay the bills oh my days are numbered would you like a bag with that that's £8.99 please
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dear me 04:25
why don't you just... cos i haven't had long... have you ever used a pen till it's empty being an atoll must be both frightening and nice liv says she's so proud considering where i'm from and what made me if things don't work don't just switch them off and back on again to an extent each day feels like 5 or 6 generic blocks of football fans gesturing, undulating, copy-and-pasted throughout the stands of a video game to make it look busy and real, but you can totally tell. feeling like a jigsaw without edges gotta work out what i'm gonna do
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laugh or cry attention: a tension rather worry about the train breaking down than where the train is going to or what i'll do when i get there where has all of the time gone what is it running away from floor creaks like lights dimming around something famous wish i was, i'm glad i'm not taps on? switches switched off? like fun but sped up like fine but fed up - i mean, they make me do things for money so at home i tip back bottles like telescopes is it bad does it feel bad does it taste bad? avoid it's a void tom if you move back to london... if olivia goes part time... i've been forced to think that we're nothing but the link between cistern and sewer wish i was, but i'm glad i'm not at night my anxiety climbs a ladder to me carrying a tray of tealights but life goes on and on and on at the back, ironic dancing - but still dancing

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recorded jan 2016 - jan 2017 in my bedroom in N15, slowly and in quite a basic way.

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released February 14, 2017

all songs recorded and made up by andrew everitt.
andrew - guitar, bass, poor singing, etc.
olivia griffiths - good singing

thanks generally to tom strange

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probably too scared to ever play these songs live

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